it’s been forevs!

but i’ve been super tied up with school and stuff. i’m finally close to done just gotta bang out this script and i’m good.

my mom’s bday is today. she’s the greatest woman ever! she’s 42 and i spoke to her last night for about an hour and she freaked me out cause she said in 8 years she’ll be 50 and i’ll be 29. that pretty much means i have 8 years or less to get my shit together. i’m severely suffering from “The Graduate” syndrome which you’ll only understand if you’ve seen that movie a million times like me cause that’s what happens when you’re a film student.

so yea, i turn 21 tomorrow. whoo! nothing will change. i already drink every weekend.

i threw a party saturday it was good times.

this is still my fave recent song. i’m gonna blast it on my way to work!

end bitches!

the bestest.

i’ve been putting off film shit forever. haha i’m so scared of the end of the semester.

but ryan helped me shoot this little experimental jawn in my creepy ass basement. omg we made it so emo. i will definitely have him around for future productions.

i had the most awesome night/day. to describe it would take away from its awesomeness so i won’t. needless to say: sunny skies = natural highs.

i’m so excited for the summertimessss.

i hate when people turn a situation into something it’s not even close to just to make themselves sound cool/badass. haha. YOU ARE A LOSER, seriously.

my best friend from high school is coming to visit me this weekend. i’m gonna show her good times

i love hanging out with coworkers outside of work. it’s the best.

easy, tiger.

haha my titles have nothing to do with anything. it’s ridiculous.

i got into a lil’ fender bender this morning. it wasn’t my fault but i let the guy go. just a scratch and minor dent, no biggie.

hoping for some good karma, i sure as hell need it.

pray for me cause in these final weeks of the semester i have 2 final film production projects and final drafts of scripts. hardest 3 classes of my life. i might die.

dude stopped calling me finally. i explained to him that i couldn’t give him what we was looking for. i felt a little bad, but he continued to call me 3 times a day for 4 days. my parents don’t even call me once a day, my god! so yea, unfortunately i will no longer be learning how to tune and race bikes. oh wells.

i ate a shitton of swedish fish in a short amount of time yesterday and got sugar rush in the worst kinda way. hot flashes like shit – i thought i was dying.

i can’t fucking tell if this guy likes me or not and lord knows i won’t say anything because i’m awkward beyond all belief.

example: i got embarrassed yesterday by something really stupid and the nervousness carried on for about 20 minutes. i tripped on totes, ran into a shelf, and when i went to wash my hands i got water all over my pants.

as much as i promote maturity i kinda miss those high  school days where you could tell a friend of a friend’s cousin that you liked someone and by lunch the person would know.

apartment shopping is fun/annoying…if that makes sense.

lily allen in 10 days! whoo. i love that woman and would do obscenely grotesque things to her if given the chance.

i want someone (preferably a guy, but i’m sexually open to anything) to learn the “jai ho” coreography with me so we can shoot it on the streets of philly. matty already said no.

i wanna karaoke! so bad, i don’t know why. but like, on a stage with a massive audience of strangers watching me.

i think i’m gonna give up on bowling. i suck. there’s no coming back from how much i suck. sucking is not always a bad thing. i actually quite enjoy – haha jk jk jk JK! the end.

bloody brilliant!

past two nights without sleep screwed up my schedule.

it’s gorgeous out and i have to work. sucks.

can wait to start hangin’ outside more.

brad’s gonna give me a skate lesson next weeeeeek!

i think i suffer from social anxiety. whenever i have to confront a situation my heart sinks into my stomach. like constantly all day. it’s been doing it for the past 4 days and it’s driving me INSANEEE.

i like his style and i’m kinda into him but i don’t wanna tell him and freak him out.

oh, but i will – alcohol unfortunately brings out the truth in me.

i’ve seen slumdog millionaire 4 times.

danny boyle has a wierd obsession with doo doo.

go see slumdog millionaire, please? you can even borrow it.

oh snapsss lily allen concert’s in like 2 weeks! i gotta narrow down who i’m gonna give this ticket too…cause i’m too nice like that. too nice.

gotta work on my spring lovin’ this week. gotta get a springtime boo.

END.

i’m a conundrum.

i’m harder to figure out than anyone, i swear. even i can’t figure me out. haha oh wells.

i saw the last house on the left today and i’ve come to the realization that i must leave the states as soon as humanly possible. american cinema has become so disgustingly predictable. the only compelling thing about this film was the story, which was, for the most part anyway, ripped off. granted there were some changes to make the new one more realistic but the original’s more badass.

bowling’s getting old lol. we’re gonna try laser tag.

i’ve been getting drunk too much lately. thanks amanda lol i love that kid.

i haven’t slept in 3 days and i’ve eaten only 2 meals but i’ve never been happier.

i made a short starring a few of my friends. i’ll put it up here soon.

breakin’ in the spring.

not that type of breakin’…even though it’s AWESOME haha

but it’s been pretty chill. hung out with my best friend ever from high school and got totally wasted. it was great.

my kitty took a shit in my car. that was fun times.

saw some films:

Cape Fear  – Scorsese

haha and i’m not gonna lie, deniro freaked me out in this. it was a damn good performance, very believable. however…deniro has a way with roles like this. taxi driver is one of my all time favorites but even in that he was a little creepy. so think taxi driver x 100.

Forgetting Sarah Marshall  – Apatow crew

i was talking with my friend about this last night. when i “make it” haha whatever that means, i wanna have a kickass crew like this. that make awesome movies and have a really good time. i need a cool name though….and friends haha. omg and mila kunis was gorgeous in this and i’m now secretly (but not so secretly anymore) crushing on her…hard.

Back to the Future  -  Robert Zemeckis / Spielberg

um. no explanation necessary with this one but i’m definitely gonna be marty mcfly for halloween this year. wow that sounds so lame. i want a delorean damnit!

i’m gonna be shooting a short tonight. my actors better be on time. :cough:: matthew ::cough::

also, the film festival’s at the end of this month and i’m super excited! i gotta save money cause there are atleast 10 films i wanna see. but that’s another post.

chyeaaa.

i wanna go see the watchmen tonight but i haven’t finished it

spring break is next week and it’s gonna be my chill week. don’t know what i’m doing yet..maybe the shitload of work i’ve allowed to accumulate.

i just put $100 into my POS car and will be dropping another $1000 sometime next week, whoo!

i’m 5′2″

um, i wanna shoot some cool shit over spring break..i just need actors haha

yea that’s it i think.

yooo.

i’ve been slackin’ on my pimpin’ lately..gotta get that in check.

i wanna find awesome places to eat in philly.

i’m pretty chill at the moment.

the arctic monkey’s song ‘no buses’ describes my life too well..ugh

i needs to find me some time to go to jersey to get my ride fixed, lame.

i’m tired and bored…i need something new.

and it goes a lil’ sumthin’ like this…

i was absolutely plastered last night.

sorry to all the drunk texteees haha.

i’ve opted to not go out drinking tonight and stay in, watch some movies, clean up, and play a little guitar hero.

i have to film a 60 second “self portrait” and i have no idea what i’m gonna do it on. i’m pretty effin’ boring. don’t believe me? see above^^^.

i’m officially DONE with that old shit. don’t have the time and/or energy.

whitney still won’t be my valentine. she sucks but i’m persistent, i made her a card and everything!

my guitar’s in the shop.

i was gonna buy a new one but i opted not to haha.

i was also gonna buy a drum kit but matt said no.

then i was gonna buy a djembe but he said no to that too.

and to the bongos.

i hate matt.

but i’m still gonna buy a drum kit. i’m just gonna wait until the summer time. i need as few distractions as humanly possible during the semester and with work, partying, and boys i got just about all i can handle. especially boys haha.

BUT this is my future kit for anyone who gives a damn: tama rockstar or superstar shells, zildjian a custom cymbal pack, dw 5000 double pedal, and a dw 9100 seat. i’m also considering setting up a left handed kit, just to try it out. oh wells, we will see.

yea, whatevs.

i’m super confused about a bunch of things…

but, one thing is certain: i fucking love to bowl haha.

last night i played the claw game and won a genuine ty beanie baby. his name is snip and he’s a little blonde + blue eyed kitten. soo cute.

i just watched nick & norah’s infinite playlist. made me wish i’d stayed in north jersey. i haven’t been to the city in forever! it’s gotta happen soon. but anyways, it was pretty awesome – if you like mushy, make you wanna fall in love, deliciously indie flicks. haha, i’m definitely gonna end up making stuff i like this i bet. um, lighting was ok. writing was eh. soundtrack was pretty kickass though. all in all, everything tied together fairly well.

apparently i’m a really cool girl. just that cool girl.

that’s all i got for today. short & sweet like me i guess? haha